Wednesday, October 8, 2008

pffffft.
I have like one of the most tough papers of the arsenal tomorrow!
After tomorrow I'll be able to have real deep breath(:
It's HISTORY!!!
I also have Math paper 2 too.
I had A.Math today.
And don't ask me about it.
I'm gonna fail this term.
I can feeel it. I don't know why it's happening even though I take the effort to study hard.
It's just weird. It's like a curse.
I told my mom about it and she just preached to me over the phone about Phillipians.
The verse which goes:
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"!
Thanks Mom for trying to make me happy!
I'm sorry if this term's results are going to be super lousy.
But I promise Mommy that I'll do better the whole of next year(:
For now, I'll just shift my mom to memorize the thick file of history waiting for me downstairs!
I met Grace just now with Zihui at AMK then Vivo.
Cos I knew if I went home I'd just cry.
I'll let her post about it when she gets back(:
to you: You keep daoing me whenever I'm out with ya. Like, I need assurance that you're still there for me? Maybe I'm being over sensitive but seriously, you should've known that before..yea. I feel more lonely than before like seriously. pffft. I know you have to take care of your friends, but what about..? ahwell. I miss it when you were so full of joy and we'd talk about all the crazy things under the stars. I hope we can still do so in the current situation?I mean, we can't have changed that much right? Maybe I'm just too demanding. You should just move on with life and forget about it?haha.
to another you: cheer up kay? just wanna let you know that no matter what you may go through I'll be there for you to talk to. and we'll be friends through thick and thin! forget the past and move onto the future!yupps.
to my brothers: I promise I'll find sometime to go out with y'all and go guitar window shopping and talking about crappy stuff like underarms! we'll try writing a song kay? all your papers would've ended before mine, so y'all start enjoying without me first! I'm just one day behind(: Will see ya handsome good-looking guys soon :D
to everyone: harold's been having a tough time with exams and thinking so deeply about "something else". so please don't be too demanding until this Friday when his exams are over. thanks(:
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